Last night was the last night in my bed.

Last night was the last night in my bed.
The last night in my bed in my room.
The last night in my bed in my room in this house.

Today the contents of this house get emptied.
Today the contents of this house get emptied and put on a truck.
Today the house will be empty.
Today is the last day of this chapter.

Tomorrow Zen and I will drive away from this house and this chapter.
Tomorrow I will begin a journey to a new chapter.
Tomorrow I will be with my oldest son and one of my oldest friends driving to a new beginning.
Tomorrow is the beginning of a whole new adventure, of new delight, new friends, and new Love.

Endings and beginnings, forever hand in hand.

I Love myself and so...
Today I will feel all the feels that are left to feel.
Today I will not resist anything, even my own resistance.
Today I will nurture the littles inside of me who are frightened of moving and change and loss.
Today I will feel delighted to be with middle son and daughter-in-law.
Today I will be where my feet are.
Today I will embrace Life on life's terms.
Today I will remember to listen for Love's whisper, soothing and calming me.
Today I will remember to embrace change with Love.
Today I will gently surrender to what is.

And, as tomorrow is Father’s Day, I will remember this wisdom my sweet daddy taught us: “Enjoy the doing of it.”
Thank you Daddy.

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